Today

I'm joining a super expensive super hard personal training studio called Vision. I'm doing this because I've run out of the very small amount of willpower I had, to stop myself eating and drinking whatever I like and being super lazy - oh wait. I ran out years ago.
I've been living the high life enjoying it all and now I'm paying for it. I've put on 45 kg in seven years. I topped the scales at 124.5kg. Holy moly!!! I've managed to drop 6kg on my own but I know I can't do the rest that way. I need to be pumping precious debt pay off, holiday saving money into the cause to truly commit. Perhaps sad but true. Some may say it's a waste, I say it's my way of taking responsibility and control.
This is not the first time I've made a weight loss pledge or invested lots of money to do it. It's not even the first time I've started a 'I hope this keeps me motivated' blog. So I'm not really sure what will be different. I'm sure not going to make promises here I'm not yet sure I can keep.
But I will try. And remember my goals and why I'm doing it. And hopefully be committed enough to succeed. And track it all here.